The office was too quiet.
It had been thirty-seven hours since Dakota left for Los Angeles. Not that I was counting. The silence had a way of making the minutes feel suspiciously loud.
Edna brought me my afternoon latte, lukewarm, watery, with too much foam. I took one sip and set it down, grimacing. Sheβd worked with me before. She knew the protocol. But unlike Dakota, she didnβt seem to care that I hated mediocrity.
I pushed the cup aside and returned to my monitor. My inbox was brimming with the usual clutter. Financials, vendor bids, two polite threats of lawsuits, and one email from a Vancouver associate titled βURGENTβ that wasnβt remotely urgent.
I scrolled, skimmed, replied. Mechanically, but I wasnβt focused.
My gaze wandered to the glass wall dividing my office from Dakotaβs. Her chair sat empty. Her tablet lay on the desk, angled perfectly, as if she had just stepped out to grab a file.
I didnβt like how wrong it felt.
Dakota wasnβt supposed to vanish. She was supposed to float around the office in her three-inch heels, juggling ten things at once, cursing under her breath when the elevators were slow. She was supposed to burst in without knocking because something needed urgent approval I didnβt remember assigning.
She was supposed to be here.
I leaned back in my chair, drumming my fingers on the desk. She said her grandfather was dying. Iβd heard that before. Four times, to be exact. Each time, she came back three pounds thinner, more emotionally disheveled, but determined not to talk about it.
But this timeβ¦ she hadnβt even argued when I told her she could leave. And that bothered me more than it should.
I spent my evening reading architectural updates on the Vancouver site, but my mind kept drifting. I couldnβt shake the image of her face in the car when I accused her of lying. The way her eyes didnβt blink. The slight purse of her lips. Not defensive. Not offended.
Justβ¦ resigned. What if she wasnβt lying? What if this time, she didnβt come back?
I hated the thought.
At 11:47 p.m., I stood by the window, watching the city flicker beneath me. My office was still lit, my tie was still on, and the coffee I hadnβt touched all day had gone cold.
I told myself I was annoyed because I was losing productivity. That my systems were out of alignment because a staff member abandoned their post. But that was a lie. Iβd worked with countless secretaries, dozens of executive assistants, even a temp from hell named Alicia who set my calendar two hours behind for a week.
I replaced them all like faulty printer cartridges. But Dakota? She wasnβt just part of the system. She was the system and that terrified me more than I cared to admit.
***
The next morning, I skipped my usual morning briefing with Edna and tried to fill the void with meetings. Vancouver. Berlin. Tokyo. The hours blurred into one another, each call less satisfying than the last. I was a machine with missing screws. The clicks werenβt lining up anymore.
By noon, I found myself standing at the edge of Dakotaβs empty office.
Her personal items were still there. A mug with β#SecretaryLifeβ printed in worn gold lettering. A stack of colored notepads, each one labeled with my initials. A faint scent of citrus perfume lingered near her chair. She always sprayed it once when she walked in. Claimed it helped her βget in the zone.β
My phone buzzed with a call from Josephβmy grandfather.
βAre you free for dinner, my favorite boy?β he asked in a very excited tone.
βIβm in the middle of a report. What is it?β
βCome to the house. Itβs important.β Joseph only said something was βimportantβ when he was about to deliver a lecture disguised as wisdom.
So I arrived by 8 p.m., already regretting it. He was in the study, swirling a glass of scotch like a retired king.
βSo,β he said as I entered, βhowβs your secretary?β
βOut. Family emergency.β I walked around his study, going through his newest reading shelf.
βAh,β he said, as if he already knew. βI see.β
βWhy are you suddenly asking about my secretary?β Iβm pretty sure the mighty Joseph doesnβt care about people that way.
βI was just asking, boy. Is it wrong to ask? Sheβs usually tailing behind you and since I donβt see her anywhereβ¦β He pretended to look behind me. I swear that heβs been acting extra these days.
βYouβre being weird.β I stared at him.
βYou know my best friend Tim, right?β
βYeah, why? Did you two gamble again?β I shook my head, knowing that the two of them always do bad things together.
βTim and I made a pact,β Joseph said calmly. βWhen we were younger. About our grandchildren.β
βYou arranged my marriage, huh? Iβm not interested, grandpa.β
He sipped his scotch. βWe arranged your futures.β I sat down, suddenly exhausted. My grandfather went on about legacy, honor, and bloodlines. But all I could think about was the woman whoβd been five feet from me for half a decade, running my life like a well-oiled storm.
βThanks for offering, but you better tell Tim that Iβm not interested in getting to know his granddaughter. Iβm busy and donβt have time to deal with a spoiled princess.β Out of the blue, he laughed like a maniac. I raised my eyebrows, looking at him confused.
βWhatβs so funny?β
βNothing, itβs justβ¦ nothing.β
βLook, old man. Iβm busy and I need to go.β I walked towards the door, planning to go out, but he stopped me.
βI want to introduce you to her, boy, and Iβm ready to bet all of my assets that you will like her.β
βFunny joke, grandpa. Very funny.β Heβs bluffing and I knew it. Thereβs no way heβs that confident, but let me hold on to his words for now.







