He slipped the receipt back in place then put the book in the glove compartment to dry out. He couldnβt very well show up at home with a romance novel tucked under his arm. Then Antony realized he still had the ball cap on. ACE Towing. He tossed the greasy cap into the glove compartment as well.
The entire ride up the elevator, he kept picturing her sitting on the bench, but the image only made him melancholy now. He reached his apartment and fit the key into the lockβI have a key to my own prisonβhe thought darkly.
βAntony?β the voice called from the kitchen.
βCβest tu?β
For a moment, Antony stayed quiet, considering turning around, getting back in his vehicle to drive aimlessly around Toronto looking for his belle rousse.
The accented voice prompted him again, more docile this time, apologetic.
Antony spoke up. βOui, cβest moi. Who else?β
****
Over the next week, he returned to the park twice, but she was never there. A small part of Antony was relieved; he had little time or opportunity for a distraction like her. But the whole experience had left him in a fog, unable to concentrate completely on any one task. His practice was sloppy, riddled with dull reflexes. Whenever the coaches went off into another room, his paranoia was rampant, certain it was his fate they were discussing.
He had no explanation for his pathetic performance these last few months. Heβd been hitting the gym harder and longer, sharpening his blades a new way, even stopped datingβor at least what passed for dating. The women were always there; before the game, after the game, at the barβ¦even showing up at his hotel.
It was too tempting sometimes; he couldnβt date here, so close to home. The occasional hook up filled a need. He loved hearing a woman moan his name as she writhed under his touch, crazy with want.
And then his final, sweet release.
But the casual nature of those encounters grew tiring, the release began to take more work, and a lingering sense of hollow boredom would follow him around days later.
Heβd decided to cool his extracurricular love life to concentrate on his game. But it had been two months under the strict gym regime and no sex, and still no goals. That coupled with the sloppy defense dropped his rank and value on the team.
So, Antony wasnβt surprised when Luca, his best friend on the team, approached him in the locker room after a particularly miserable practice. Luca was already out of his equipment with a towel wrapped around his waist. He looked around, then leaned close, dropping his voice. His Saint Sebastian medallion swung out from his chest. βListen, buddy. I heard coach Foster is meeting with manager tonight.β
Luca called everyone buddy. His wife and two children moved over with him from Moscow three years ago when the pro hockey league had recruited him. Between Lucaβs broken English and Antonyβs accent, the two of them having conversations was hilarious to the rest of the team.
βAnd?β Antony barely moved his lips aware of the few heads turning their way.
βMaybe trading you to minors,β Luca whispered back.
βShit.β A wash of panic chilled Antony, making him shiver, still in his sweaty hockey gear.
Luca put a hand on his shoulder. βDonβt give in,β he said. βJust rumor.β
This cannot happen. As bad as his life was now, being sent to the minors was basically nailing his coffin shut. A desperate plan started to take shape. He reached out and grabbed Lucaβs elbow. βWhereβs meeting?β he whispered.
βSome fancy clubβ¦Uniun, I think.β Then a look of concern deepened his frown. βWhy, buddy? What you thinking?β
βIβm crashing it.β
Lucaβs eyebrows went up. βWear disguise.β
****
Maxine was already lonesome for her bed and laptop as Crosby pulled her through the crowd. A line had been snaking along the sidewalk when theyβd pulled up in the cab, but Crosby knew the doormanβ she always knew the doorman. Maxine cringed under the glare from the other patrons still waiting outside in the frigid late February night as they were swept inside. βIs it always like this?β Maxine asked, shouting
above the music.
βOf course,β Crosby said, smiling widely. βUniun is the hottest dance club in Toronto.β
Crosby had arrived at Maxineβs apartment earlier that evening, styled up in stilettos and a tight mini dress. It was so small it showed off the tattoo around her shoulder and the one on her upper thigh, creating the illusion that Crosby had one pattern stretching the length of her back.
βYou have to come out with me. I have such a good feeling about tonight! Didnβt you read your horoscope?β
Maxine had already changed out of her uniform and into her sweatpants and bathrobe. βIs this about project rebound?β sheβd asked, opening the microwave and taking out the steaming package of popcorn. βBecause I think Iβd like to renounce my membership.β It had been a week since the botched blind date.
Thereβd been no further emails from the divorced high school teacher.
Crosby flicked her strawberry blonde hair over her shoulder and then took the bag of popcorn from her. βWestley is holding a table for us.β Then she turned Maxine around, pushed her into the bedroom, and picked out an outfit for her.
Maxine had put forth little resistance, Crosby could make anything sound like a fun adventure, even though she had to wear the green vixen dress againβit was the only nice thing in her closet that fit, well, with the aid of her spandex girdle.
Now in the dance club, Crosby guided her toward a corner table with a perfect view of the dance floor. Westley was flushed and laughing with a bunch of his friends who were barely out of college and still baby faced.
Maxine was struck by how much her little brother was starting to look like their late dad. In a family of redheaded women, she wondered what it felt like to be him, the youngest sibling, and only boy.
Standing beside Westley was his best friend since elementary school, Stuart Ling; stockbroker, brown eyes, chiseled features, gray streaks dyed in the front of his jet-black hair. He was in a fitted dress shirt and jeans. His eyes scanned Maxineβs curves. βRita fucking Hayward would eat her heart out,β he said, sweeping her into his arms.
βHi, Stu,β she said, self-consciously bending forward, trying to stay shorter than him as they hugged. She wished sheβd gone with flats tonight. At five-foot- eleven, Maxine was easily the tallest woman most places she went. Still, she beamed at the compliment. Sheβd been told on more than one occasion that she resembled the famous redhead.
She glanced at her fresh manicure; the steel green tone was picked especially for the outfit from Carmineβs. Crosby had admired it earlier and smiled knowingly when she read the name on the bottom of the little glass bottleβOne Knight Stand.
βIf I wasnβt gay youβd be pregnant in five minutes,β Stuart teased. He stepped back and took in her dress again. βMy God, Max, thatβs yardage not cleavage.β
βWeβre on a mission,β Crosby piped up.
Stuart quirked an eyebrow. βThe Nicholls sisters on a mission? That sounds delicious. I hope itβs sexual.β
Westley put down his nearly empty pint of dark ale with a thunk. βIβm right here. Donβt be gross with my sisters, Stu.β
βI only hang out with you so I can be gross with your sisters,β he said. Then he frowned and looked at Crosby. βSpeaking of sisters, whereβs Thing Two, by the way?β
Crosby huffed and answered, βRose is working late again.β
βSheβs always working,β Westley grumbled, putting the ale up to his lips again.
βItβs called real life,β Maxine lectured. βShe wants to be promoted to editorial staff so sheβs willing to put in the extra hours at the Globe and Mail.β
βI canβt believe sheβs my twin,β Crosby said. She reached into her bag and pulled out a lipstick. βIβd never work overtime,β she said, reapplying the deep red color.
βThatβs because youβre the assistant to the assistant to the CEO of a mediocre PR firm,β Westley chided.
Crosby shot him a look. βWell, youβre only a sales clerk fitting pre-teen boys for their Bar Mitzvah suits.β
βHenry Romanβs is a very high end store,β Westley started. βIβve met more celebrities and sports figures than youβve seen on TV.β
βName one.β
He sat straighter. βAlmost all of the Toronto hockey club, plus the players in the minor league.β
βHockey teams donβt count,β Crosby rolled her eyes.
βAre you clueless? Professional athletes are rock stars.β
Stuart looked alarmed. He asked Westley, βYou give out my number, right?β
βYeah, I carry a fist full of your business cards in my pants all the time just in case I run into a potential lover for you.β Westley finished his drink with a grimace.
βThat kind of dirty talk has no place in our friendship,β Stuart said. βIβm gay. Youβre straight. Stop hitting on me.β







